I can honestly say that tonight I saw the most disturbing thing I have ever seen. I'm being very serious. It came in the form of a video, which you may have heard about, involving 4 supposed Al-Qaeda guys cutting the head off a Jewish guy.

Yeah, don't see it. I had heard that the video was censored, but clearly only what they showed on TV was censored, because what my brother and I watched today, was anything but. I'm serious, I'm still praying it off, 5 hours later. It was honestly the most disgusting thing I have ever seen in my life.

I can finally say with truth, that movies are pure fantasy. I've seen plenty decapitations in films, it's often funny... but it's not real. It's fake. It's make believe. This wasn't. I have never felt so horrified - so shook to the core of my being.